9-10-11
Dear Journal,
I love being the center of attention, sort of. I love being the center of Squirt’s attention. I could be Queen of the world and all the attention was focused on me, but none of it would matter if I didn’t have his attention. He’s sweet and kind, and funny and smart, and he’s just so cute. I would enter the gates of Hell as long as he was by my side. No one else matters to me. Don’t tell him, but it’s probably because we’re soul mates. I know, I know, I should tell him, but what if he’s freaked out by it and won’t ever talk to me again? Then what will I do? My father told me yesterday, a soul mate can never lie to their other half, so if Squirt ever comes out and says, “Are you my soul mate?” or maybe “Do you know who my soul mate is?” I’ll be up a creek without a paddle. I love him so much it hurts me when Sam or Aura hangs around him. I just wish I could kiss him, and he’d kiss back. Or maybe even just hold his hand, and he wouldn’t let go. I wish he would just hold me, and touch me. He just needs to keep me close…close to his heart. I just wish, maybe….just maybe, he might love me too.
Love You!
Waterfall Jacobs
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